My Blessing

I feel like this is a blessing. 

Like God said "Brook stop guessing, 
stop stressing 
because in his arms, 
you'll be forever resting."

He's telling me that no matter what happened in the past, 

& no matter what happens in the future, 
that our love was meant to last. 

Our love is so unconditional 

But nothing about us is traditional. 

We do things our way, 
which is Gods way 
and because of that, 
I could never make this go away. 

You told me this was a blessing in disguise, 

So for this I will continue to praise high. 

My boyfriend is by far, my favorite blessing. 

B.

Other Half

Finding someone who accepts you flaws and all doesn’t come around often. 

You take me as I am and for that I am continuously falling .. 

for you. 

with you. 

behind you. 

ahead of you. 

I am all about you because our love is equivalent too .. 

the sun. 

the moon. 

the sea. 

the grass. 

you are my everything 

you make me wanna sing because you proved to be more than a fling. 

You proved to be my best friend. 

my partner. 

my clyde. 

my ace. 

You proved to be my man, someone who is always there pushing me telling me that I can

Your smile can brighten any mood. 

When I’m stressed. 

upset. 

pissed. 

irritated.

your smile is my favorite interlude. 

In a sensible way, I’m obsessed: infatuated with everything that is you

Everything that is your smile.

your touch.

your laugh.

Your hustle screams ambition, When you start, you push to finish like it has been your life mission. 

being your girl, means I’m practicing to be your wife

I love you because I need my other half forever in my life..

B.

Honeymoon

Why do I always feel like I’m wasting my time and energy in this 

maybe it’s because most of the time we can never seem to coexist. 

argument after argument, fight after fight, 

the more we go on the harder it is to see the light 

I try to be patient with you

I try to see things from your view 

but the more I do, the more I don’t want too

maybe I’m being selfish, maybe I’m being simple minded

but I feel like this love no longer has me blinded

no longer do I see us together forever holding hands

no longer do I see us being able to withstand 

I love you more then I thought capable

But the more we go on the more our bond is no longer unbreakable 

I don’t want to give up on you 

I just want to go back to the honeymoon

Back when your love was all I needed 

Not you constantly making me feel defeated. 

This was never us,

but lately love just doesn’t seem to be enough. 

B.