Nothing But Air

I can't explain you & I 

I watch you when you sleep 

But I feel nothing

It's an emptiness I can't really begin to try to describe. 

When you hold me, I don't get the butterflies that should be taking over my stomach.  

I get hot with annoyance, aggravation, & irritation. 

There was a time when all I longed for was you but since things have changed. 

Because even though you're the only man in my life, the only man who consumes my mind, 

I still don't feel a thing. 

I don't even feel like we can overcome the trails & tribulations that a relationship brings. 

There are even some nights that I wish I was laying elsewhere. 

I want to love you, I want to feel you
but when I kiss you .. 

I don't feel nothing but air. 

B.