Lately I just haven't been feeling like myself
& now it seems like it's taking a toll on my health
All I do is eat & sleep
I get so depressed that I can't even balance on two feet.
I pray that it's all in my head
That one of these days I'll bounce back & get tf up out of bed
But my bed is my happy place
When I'm sleep, nothing matters
Because it's just me in my space
I don't have to worry about the insecurities that reality will bring
....To be honest all I really need is my bed & a drink.
When I'm on that feel good
Baby the world is like it should & I'm no longer misunderstood.
Some people call it dependent
But I call it an instant ...
But everyday I wake up to find that much hasn't changed from the night before
So I just go back to bed saying maybe just a couple hours more.
B.
