Happy Place

Lately I just haven't been feeling like myself 

& now it seems like it's taking a toll on my health 

All I do is eat & sleep 

I get so depressed that I can't even balance on two feet. 

I pray that it's all in my head

That one of these days I'll bounce back & get tf up out of bed 

But my bed is my happy place 

When I'm sleep, nothing matters 

Because it's just me in my space 

I don't have to worry about the insecurities that reality will bring 

....To be honest all I really need is my bed & a drink. 

When I'm on that feel good 

Baby the world is like it should & I'm no longer misunderstood. 

Some people call it dependent

But I call it an instant ... 

But everyday I wake up to find that much hasn't changed from the night before 

So I just go back to bed saying maybe just a couple hours more. 

B.