Tuesday, December 2, 2014

Understood? -Old

You'll never understand.
Starting this verse off with that line almost seems cliche but to dance around my feelings, I'll be damned. 
Everyday it's something new with you. 
I love you, then I hate you,
Then I hug you, then ten minutes later, again we argue. 
See I've never been the type to just let things happen. 
If things are gonna happen, then they're gonna happen my way & to my satisfaction. 
But I'm not selfish. 
I'll full heartedly give my heart, soul, time, energy, & tears to make sure my man is ok. 
I guess I get if from my mom because that trait I can easily portray. 
If I'm happy, I'll make you the happiest man you could ever dream of being.
But if I'm disappointed, I promise I'll leave you in pain as if you're heart was physically bleeding.
See you can't not give and expect 
& I don't mean money or material things, I mean respect. 
I deserve to be respected as if I sit on top of a throne for a living 
But right now I'm respected to the point where this relationship is just a misgiven. 
I'm a woman of many colors 
So don't you dare start to think that there can't ever be others. 

B. 

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