Sunday, October 6, 2013

Dear Cally

My first love. 
We always hear about these things happening but never close to home. Although I cant claim credit for being there because it's been 7 years since I've even heard your voice. But this pain still hits close to home. You taught me how to care and how to love selflessly. You shaped the way I'll love someone for the rest of my life without even knowing it. My first kiss. I'll never forget that day. We were in your living room and you asked if I was ready. I shrugged my shoulders as the shy girl I am. Then your lips touched mine. I was thinking about your lips for the rest of that year. I looked up to you. I just wanted your attention. Your love. Your affection. You went away too soon. You went before I could even appreciate everything you meant to me. I really just want to say thank-you; you're a reason why I am who I am today. It's crazy how young were were. Stressing and having real ass arguments. lol. I never thought I would see you again. But I wish it didn't take you leaving this earth for me to realize that I owed you this. Sleep in peace baby, until we meet again.

B.

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